hi lol o(・ω・)o names fami OK. im an artist unfortunately and i like to draw yaoi, cute boys, cute girls, boys dying, etc etc ykwim. im an autistic failure i have a lot of brain problems illl probably never recover from . recommend me anime to watch especially if theres at least 2 shippable twinks in it!!! i love hetalia and sayonara zetsubou sensei. south park isnt an anime but its v special 2 me & im one of those ranfren weirdos too. also im woke bleeeeh whatever (´ω`*) just use he/him w me and masc terms and well be cool OK
i yearn to be known and understood. i yearn for a connection with another human being that will be deep and meaningful enough to fool me into believing even for one second that my existence is worth something in this earth., someone i can tell anything and who actually understands me. very unlikely itll ever happen though its ok to try. so lmk if ur weird and wanna be frieds with someone likeme ☆ youve checked out my cool pet moth yet?
i dont have a strawpage and i refuse to make one so if you want to say something to me go here
READ ABOUT WHATS BEEN GOING ON W ME
ive been a little miserable..... i was dgoing quite well these past few montghs cause i was on sertraline yayy. but idk if now my bodys become resistant to the medicine or whatever weird psychiatrical thing but now that school is backi am miiiiiiserableeee. so stressed like right off tje bat. hnngh
lately iv beeen really into music that reminds me ill die eventually. also bingewatching hetalia when im upset a and my 600 pound life when im not. lots of things to be upset about in my life these days but always a lot of things to be happy about. i will try to list three of each so as to remind myself that my life is not an endless pit of misery.
what makes me upset: ill be an adult soon. everyone expects me to stop doing what i like this year and just study all day. ive only got like 1 real friend
what makes me happey. yaoi. the moth that showed up at my house. making ocs and character designs is really fun.